What the fuck is wrong with me?
I’ve lost over 40 pounds since my june, I’ve changed my outlook on life, I’ve grown up but I’m still single.
I was talking to this guy since September and then texting him lately he seems like… he’s being short with me so I was like alright ima let you go and he tells me no he’s sorry he was just texting his “bf”.
My heart just ripped in half, are you fucking kidding me.. leading me on for like 5 months all the things we said talking about future things and he does that? He crushed me.. I’ve been just sitting around my house being miserable. I drank a lot just by myself and thats just pathetic.
I want to be happy, nothing makes me happy though.
Life isn’t fair at all I just don’t know what the fuck to do, I’m lost.
